How far can this situation go on?

I need more faith in everything
I can hardly deal with myself, not anything else

This hit me everynight.. I'm thinking so hard
It's not just a train of thoughts, but a cycle

then again, I have hopes.
and these hopes stay t remind me that everything is gna be fine, : )


Ohwell on a happier note, 3 days t Christmas!!!
I've always loved the atmosphere and Christmas exchanges
besides, it's a very special day for me and baby ♥ ♥
Heh