I cannot give up just like tt I cannot give up just like tt I cannot give up just like tt.
YES....... I AM NOT ALLOWING MYSELF TO GIVE UP JUST LIKE THAT.


I am always like this. Alws felt like giving up if things didnt go my way.
MY DETERMINATION HAS TO BE STRONGER THAN THIS.


Thr's smth about my self-esteem. Which is my biggest flaw. I can feel so fucking inferior at any point of time. I hate it when I envy people. Baby was right. Who the fuck am I to envy the rest when I didn't even give what I wanted a TRY? At least if I attempted and I figured out that I'm indeed not up t it, then hell yeah fine, thr wld be a reason t justify my heartfelt envy


Feeling tired/ that the world is never fair shouldnt be an excuse fr me. I musn't lose hope so quickly. I am gng t work harder so that thr will come this day when I actually prove t myself that I am better than.. this:)


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