I hate it when I see something I like but I can't afford t buy. I hate it when I have no money whenever I eye on something I like. I hate it that I can't keep myself at home because I like t walk around in town or somewhere else. I hate it that I've spent most of my money away. I hate it when I think of how much I should hv in my account by now if I hadn't splurged it all. I hate it because I can't be mature enough t stop looking at stuff, because owning them makes me happy. I hate the fact that I absolutely love t dress up. I hate it that retail therapy works on me. I hate it when I am reminded of the fact that I hv nothing t spend despite hving the items I like right in front of me. I hate it when such a character of mine affects the people around me.


I can't say that I was never envious of rich people. They can own whatever they like. Girls who can just walk into branded stores everyday and walk out with something in their hands. Girls who need not find work t sustain their daily lifestyles, who can get capital t invest in businesses they want t start. Girls who can travel as and when they like because they are able t afford t. It may sound shallow but sometimes I wished I could be one of them fr just a day.


Then again people may think it all boils down t comparison. If I'm comparing myself t people who are less fortunate than me, I definitely shouldn't be feeling the way I just described above.


I wonder how hard I hv t work in the future t earn much fr my family/myself. As a teenager (I hope I am still considered a teenager despite turning 20 soon), I already think it's not easy. Money is not everything, money definitely cannot define happiness, but whoever said money is not important is wrong because sadly the fact is we are not living in an equal world which doesn't require money t function.


Tired from work. Glad that Baby fetched me and we had dinner tgtr :)
I love it when he fetches me from work, I love how patient he is with me.
♥ Happy 6th month BB! ♥
Will definitely compensate a better and longer day fr you ;)